I took a gasp for air before I felt it surround me, the tiny particles covering every
inch of me. My muscles relax as I let go, not moving anything as i drift.
My mind and body drifting as one, I felt as if no one could hurt me
Not a single thing could break this moment, until i felt the burning in my lungs,
The burning becoming a sign of desperation, the need of oxygen getting heavier
That’s when I did it, propelling myself up, not matter how badly I wanted to continue
To stay in my relaxing state of mind,
I came up, gasping for air as relief filled my body.
This was the feeling I loved, the relief after all the pain
But it’s hard to push through the pain and get to the relief
You just have to dive in and pray for the strength to propel yourself up
And take a breathe of air.